day 3


Alright. stayed for the whole day in school. long hours i must say. spent most of the time in the library again(sleeping). im taking chinese B here with 6 other angmohs and 3 other chinese. its even easier then what dale's doing. imagine the angmohs getting a B for their test. met more people today. the guys are cool. Nachos, St Mike, Nana, Christian, Albert. yeah. some guys from my lvl. funny people. the girls? only Jamie, Amy and a few other girls. The rest were dam dao-.- '' hes new? whats his name? done O level? smart..'' ''whats his name again?''. pros and cons.. many many days more to go before O level results comes out. it was really awkward at the start. everyone would be talking. then you're like standing there looking around. hoping for someone to talk to. hoping to fit in. then people will look at you with that kind of ''is he the new guy?'' look. aw. totally sucks. more research to be done before my decision is made. shall pon the geog test tmr. maybe the math one as well. the requirement to go IB here is a fee of 20k and 5 grade Cs. and im sure my o level is better then that. yeah. then why am i wasting my time here for the nxt 6 months redoing IGSCE(o level). hot girls here cant be bothered with the other guys. more interested in the angmohs. crap. IB-> U? poly-> U? fuck. i wanna decide now! days in the library and doing the same stuff just aint my type. poly to U is like impossible after i read up on it. 10% chance + other additional details. represented sg for sport? active social worker? wtf. ah. bitch me. got to sleep before midnight these days. meaning i wont get to see the guys online. ah.

*oh ya. theres this girl who walked past me and said
''he looks so much like vincent''
''oh really? whos vincent?'' (hoping it was some hot guy)
''some emo who just graduated. he set the trashcan on fire and screams after school''
''oh-.- (now i know why the girls were so dao)


i wasted almost 4 years. whats new now.

@ 1/10/2007 05:19:00 PM